Friday, 16 July 2010
♥ Fucking Day...
Today at choir i called him, and ask him about us, we talk a lot blah blah, suddenly i ask him this question, Is i stead with you or your parents? You know what he say? He say i stead with his parents. Is like WTF!!. simple question he still answer me this....
My feeling for him till now is not faded yet, i still love him 50%, but i know that his feeling toward me is faded already.
When i and him was message, he told me this. " i don't want you to have bad memory again. I sure if i break with you, tmr(Monday, cos sat no school) sure got a lot of people waiting outside..." I think this sentence a bit wrong, cos i won't because of small matters go call people come down right? before you stead with me, you already scared that my ex will find you taiji, but this is impossible...
I really don't want to say, since you want break why uu still say this " but the decision is up to you," you and me know that feeling have faded..
I have regret that i made you and Huiling they all "patch" back as friend. after "patch" back, you seem like change to another person... i just want you to know that i really hope i can be ur first stead that can stead with you for one month. :D
If not i think is time for me to forget this love and move on to the next love/next story.
Tears can't stop dropping now. I hate this kind of feeling to repeat... :((
My feeling for him till now is not faded yet, i still love him 50%, but i know that his feeling toward me is faded already.
When i and him was message, he told me this. " i don't want you to have bad memory again. I sure if i break with you, tmr(Monday, cos sat no school) sure got a lot of people waiting outside..." I think this sentence a bit wrong, cos i won't because of small matters go call people come down right? before you stead with me, you already scared that my ex will find you taiji, but this is impossible...
I really don't want to say, since you want break why uu still say this " but the decision is up to you," you and me know that feeling have faded..
I have regret that i made you and Huiling they all "patch" back as friend. after "patch" back, you seem like change to another person... i just want you to know that i really hope i can be ur first stead that can stead with you for one month. :D
If not i think is time for me to forget this love and move on to the next love/next story.
Tears can't stop dropping now. I hate this kind of feeling to repeat... :((
05:03
